Hello Divas,

This past summer introduced me to my first toxic live-in relationship.  Not one for drama, I walked away from him, leaving behind the kinetic energy of New York City, an entire wardrobe (shoes, too!) and a promising career at Conde Nast (publishing powerhouse for Vogue and GQ).

Safely back in my hometown, I have been facing five months of unemployment, due to a non-existent job pool.  Having exhausted all local options, I have even gone back to interview in the downstate area, but the sticker shock of housing is not realistic for me right now.  This holiday season poses two challenges;  the first time I have ever been jobless, and the first time I have ever battled depression.

Intuitively speaking, I know there is great happiness behind all this, so instead of seeking outward answers, I know to look within.  I am blessed with abundant health, so I take it upon myself to maintain it with proper diet, I've embrace my passion for writing (which comes best after midnight) and my skills of simplistic holiday decorating (citrus/clove pomanders, creating mobile displays of ornaments in lieu of a Christmas tree).  I am also comforted by an unconditional mother who has been by my side, supporting me through this walk. 

I am okay with the lack of job offers now, because it is God's way of telling me I am to be my own boss.  My gift for the divas is to let you know that whatever you're going through, there is a purpose to be revealed and lesson to be learned.  Your tears water your prayers that are always heard.  And this, too, shall pass.

All the Best,
styleandsubstance

What a beautiful post!  Thanks for taking the time to share with us.